February 2012
3 posts
Simon
It’s funny that the shoes I got that very same weekend have lasted longer than You and I ever did
If anyone asks
I’ll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I’ll pretend that I don’t hear them talk
Whenever I see you
I’ll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Pretend I’m okay with it all
Act like there’s nothing wrong
Is it over yet
Can I open my eyes
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry
Cry
If...
There’s a shop down the street
Where they sell plastic rings
For a dollar a piece I swear it
Yeah I know that it’s cheap
Not like gold in your dreams
But I hope that
You’ll still wear it
Yeah, the ink may stain my skin
And my jeans may all be ripped
I’m not perfect but I swear
I’m perfect for you
And there’s no guarantee
That this’ll be...
January 2012
17 posts
You’re the one that still gets it racing
You’re they only one that would still get it breaking
Crushing hard
TWENTY TWO AND READY TO SCREW !!!
It’s a weird feeling when things go from friends to dating
From dating to “friends with benefits”
From “friends with benefits” to hardly friends!
It makes you think at what point was the damage done and if it can be repaired what stage it will go back to
Get out , get out, get out of my head and fall into my arms instead
I don’t, I don’t , don’t know what it is but I need that one thing
You’ve got that one thing
Sometimes withholding the truth is as good as lying
He got in and I though that would make me happy but I think it’s only going to make thing harder ……
Every time a heart breaks the fragments get smaller and smaller until one day it’s not going to be glued back together
I do it all for the city
FEELS SO GOOD TO LET YOU GO :D
i feel happy i feel sad i feel like running through the walls i’m overjoyed i’m undecided i don’t know who i am well maybe i’m not perfect, at least i’m working on it 22 is like the worst idea that i have ever had it’s too much pain it’s too much freedom what should i do with this? it’s not the way you plan it, it’s how you make it happen such...
December 2011
7 posts
Coming to the end of 2011 and an end to my 3 day bender.
I have never packed my nose with so much chalk then over these last 3 days
Talk about a “$20 nose bleed”
The last time I slept was Wednesday night, I have epic shakes happening
Sometimes I wonder when will we ever have enough of putting shit up our noses
Xzx
Well it’s good to hear your voice
I hope you’re doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I’m lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I’d have you by my side
Oooh oh I miss you
Oooh oh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed no...
I hear melody’s when you’re heart beats
It sing to me
The Young Ones
Ok so it’s time for a .com journal update
There’s a question I get asked a lot by my friends and it’s this….
“why are you always attracted to young ones”
It’s a question I have not really given a lot of thought or been able to answer until recently.
I think I finally have a answer to that question and the answer is this.
I think the reason...
November 2011
5 posts
You could be my best friend. We’d go out in the night. Bind each other’s hands. Tentatively we’d touch…
Low lights, slow songs, everything is
So nice, goin strong, and my heart is
Beating fast, let’s make this last until I meet you in my dreams
Our eyes, finally, meet in the
Candlelight, just you and me, oh and the
Rest of these people on the dance floor let’s forget about ‘em dear
Take your time, please
I break so easily, but
You give me a reason to smile these days
...
I wonder what it’s like to be the rainmaker I wonder what it’s like to know that I make the rain I’d store it in boxes with little yellow tags on everyone And you can come see them when I’m…done, when I’m Done I wonder what it’s like to be a super hero I wonder where I’d go if I could fly around downtown From some other planet, I get this...
October 2011
21 posts
Mercenary
Just a dime store poet, keeping pace, talking his face blue. Two dollar store tramps, to get a glance, a new chance at you. Walk passed the dance floor. It’s always been a dear friend of mine. Cut calls and concubines. Dancing in four four time. “Hey Mr.”, The bellman says, “I can only recall this nice hotel I said.” So he replies, “Then how do you...
Eyes Wide Open
Insomnia : is most often defined by an individual’s report of sleeping difficulties. While the term is sometimes used in sleep literature to describe a disorder demonstrated by polysomnographic evidence of disturbed sleep, insomnia is often defined as a positive response to either of two questions: “Do you experience difficulty sleeping?” or “Do you have difficulty...
The Interview With God
The Interview With God I dreamed I had an interview with God. “Come in,” God said. “So, you would like to interview Me?” “If you have the time,” I said. God smiled and said: “My time is eternity and is enough to do everything; What uestions do you have in mind to ask me?” “What surprises you most about mankind?” God answered: “That...
DAVID, JOHN & ALL THE LOST LOVE'S
The weirdest thing happened the other morning….
I woke up with tears in my eyes…
and one rolling down my cheek…
I knew i must have been dreaming of you again
“I’ve got my heavy heart to hold me down, once it falls apart my head’s in the clouds.”
I wanna be free
I wanna be loved
I wanna be all your thinking of
Kaleidoscope Eyes
I’m a disappearing act done poorly But if I ever get it right, you’ll miss me sorely I look like the cat that just ate the canary Coughing up feathers There’s a “get out of jail” card if I can think of something clever I plead the fifth on all of this When your chips are down, and your drinks are all gone I’ll still be here, wishing and waiting for you to come...
Oh, Glory
I can only hope its true enough That every little thing I do for love Redeems me from the moments I deem worthy of the worst things that i’ve done It saves me from myself in times of envy when im missing everyone If I wake in the morning I only need two more miracles to be a saint Everything I promised everyone I’d be Well I just ain’t (ain’t, ain’t, ain’t)...
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